I drown myself in this work and diversions because reality is starting to make me feel sad.

I don’t think I’ve ever been this afraid of talking to my friends ever.

And detachment is really hurts. But necessary.

I just hope no one leaves me.

I made an aphorism out of some of these thoughts:

“People are like plants. If you don’t take care of them, they will be gone.”

And I probably look serious 90% of the time. I’m sorry :(

I don’t want to live on this planet anymore sometimes.

HE-Aggie Fair, please be good to me.